I’m eating more vegetables because of you.

"America was built on two monumental crimes: the genocide of the Native American and the enslavement of the African American. The tendency of official America is to memorialize other peoples’ crimes and to forget its own - to seek a high moral ground as a pretext to ignore real issues."

Mahmood Mamdani

I have never seen such perfect sentences.

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Holding On


I woke up from my friend Daeun’s call in the middle of night. I didn’t pick up cause I was tired.

A few minutes later, I bursted in tears because I was reminded of him. We were all friends in Korea. I asked myself and begged to just forget about this individual I haven’t seen in a year. He hasn’t look at me in the same way in two years. I prayed to start missing someone else, besides him.

I’m surrounded by memories of Korea. Let me please just start anew. I can keep the memories but not the person. My friends have described me as sometimes blunt and cold-hearted. I can let go of a person quicker than others. But this one is a special case. Very special.

I tell my friends when they rarely ask that I don’t have feelings for him anymore. It’s obvious a lie.

I’m praying to get over him. It starts with me.

5 year plan

Grad school - Summer/Fall 2015
London Trip - July 2015
Finish grad school - Fall 2017
London - Spring 2018 to Spring 2019

Let’s see if I can achieve this.